M Sorry...

M sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time...
Since I've been sick lately so malas kan update anything...

Oh yea about the high blood pressure thingy don't worry it was
a mistake... they check my blood sample, and also my urine sample
for the sugar... Well I'm clean... All the test show that I'm perfectly normal...

All the dizziness I think is because of the stress I've been having...
The stress of working under pressure...
The stress of having no people like ''Rhymie" "Naqie" yang always talk
about music all the time...
I need music you know... N I really need to sing with someone... n I haven't done
that since my feet touch the ground of Malaysia and guess what It's been 4months
already...
Another thing that I've been stressing about is when will I start my uni life...
I think this is the main cause of the pening - pening...

But now all the Pening - Pening dah hilang hehehe

GooD news For me on 12.11.2007

I got ACCEPTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! masuk UiTM...
For bruneian hehehe well my frens mostly bruneian yang tak tahu what is UiTM...
UiTM stands for Universiti Teknologi Mara

Well its under government... ANd yes m not qualified to take degree yet!
Cause my alvel result sux

So I took Diploma pengajian perdagangan.. i think its the same as diploma in business studies...

okay lah update u more about this next time k...

Shit?! High Blood Pressure? NooooOOO



Tadi pagi I went to the clinic besar kat pontian... My dad drove me cause this past few weeks, bila aku kan tunduk kepala ku mesti paning... den my body shaky... gila wah...

Then bila check blood pressure.. the doctor said my blood pressure is high... My BP is 140/90, normal remaja macam aku suppose to be 110/60

Takut wah when aku dangar tu...
I don't want to be a slave for ubat for the rest of my life...
Then the doc said it's not confirm yet so starting today for a week... I need to check the pressure daily and record it... on Monday I'll be going back to the clinic to give a blood sample then next weeknya jumpa lagi the doctor to confirm lagi with the doctor... whether aku ada penyakit darah tinggi, like my parents and also my grany...

Hopefully nda!!!

Okay.. paning ku udah ne....

I wana go back to sleep... esok lagi aku start kerja... palui eh...

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!!!!


1st raya...
So aku balik kampung, malam esoknya raya follow my bro boy cause ya balik kerja malam then minta ku teman kan iya...

My kampung kan pontian.. lorong mohd yusuf, jln alsagof.. ampir hospital basar pontian...
First pegi sembahyang wah... ramai!!!



Then kami group semua family... Baca doa selamat then makan-makan...
After that Kitorang keluar bergambar ramai - ramai... siuk...
but i didnt have the pic seluruh keluarga .. i forgot to minta..





Then we to kubur... terjumpa my mom punya adek mak teh and family hehehe


Raya Seterusnya...

Wah Gila Ada Orang Mati!!

If you guys ada baca any of malaysian's newspaper... tak kira lah Berita Harian ke, Utusan Malaysia or apa - apa je lah... semua ada keluar... on 4/10/2007...

The actual accident occur on 3/10/2007 around 9.46pm like dat..
Guess how I know this...
It's happened arah my place... banar-banar dapan kadai tempat I work which mean hampir rumah ku... SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!!
What had happened was the chinese guy ride motorcycle (you know the kind yang bulk meant for racing one) race with his friend without using helmet... then arah tempat kan corner atu... ya hit kereta... Gila Wah.. his bike and iya sekali melayang... terbang hehe..
In the car ada kanak-kanak nasib nda apa-apa...
Blood was everywhere.. the guy kena bawa ke hospital then.. they said ya mati masa di hospital..

This What I Could Captured from where i work... I was not allowed to live the shop...

This is the guy yang mati atu..

The guy punya family baik banar sampai donor kan jantung kepada a girl yang really in need

this is the girl..

Nyaman?



For all of you jakun "sakai" sampai tidak tahu apa ini... I'm going to introduce to you..
Anie lah nama nya "Dadih"...

My mom made it for my bro ajib cause ya ada sungkai-ing arah tempat kerjanya...
You see there is two colour in each container... It's because there is 2 flavour, orange and pineapple... Nyama yo.... when sejukkan wahhhh heheheh hingga menjilat jari

Moon cake festival




Well I don't actually know when exactly the festival is but the other night, abg boy (my bro),
bawa balik the moon cake.. wah... jakun ceh aku... like okay first time kaliah liat... he said his boss bagi.. so I try one.. rasanya so ... sweet... gila..... u know lah aku nda suka manis sangat...
hahah at least I finish the one that I ate rite? nda jua membazir nama nya

I Really lose weight huh?



Do you know why this happen? 1st it's because of gastritis i had before puasa then when puasa start makin tia aku kurus...

Another master piece

HEy there..


Here is sister angkat punya gambar ku edit hhehehe
Okay kah

DAMAM n Paning

Gila sehhh today...

Aku masuk kerja pagi tau tadie n guess what My Fu****g voice wont come out

Batuk batuk saja ku macam brabis wh.. n u know lah ku kerja cashier rite payah jua
tue kan gtau the customer brapa harga barang yang they have to pay.. like shit...

Then balik kerja kul 2pm aku tidor sampai kul 7 tarus sungkai ahahahahahaa
then kerja lagi kul 8pm until 11pm...

Ngalih wahhh

My 1st success

Well this is the first time I successfully edited muka orang...

Like last time I just edit the picture without edited the face and all...
I did try to edit but fail, bida plang jadi nya

But now ku try najat punya picture and guess what menjadi wah!!!!!!!!!!

Try to look at this:

-6/9/2007-

Well this morning ku terbaca article arah newspaper...
Since ramadhan is around the corner,coke-cola company
made a special drink, a limited edition...
Qurma as a drink... like WOW that's new..
Teringin jua ku banar tue kan merasa...
BTw today aku puasa thats why nafsu kan merasa atu
macam labih - labih...
Then ku pergi lah kerja that afternoon..
before I went to my counter, I browse through the drink
punya chiller... guess what!!! rupanya andang ada udah bejual!!!
Like lagging jua ku tu...
Sakai wah aku jadi nya...
I ask abg rashid about it, then he said last week
baru sampai hahaha
Nampak banar ku nda pernah go to the chiller hahaha
So masa berbuka(sungkai) aku try lah.. I thought nyaman brabis...
When ku rasa... I don't really like it that much...
It tastes macam qurma brabis plang but the drink is tooooo
sweet... you know lah aku ani bukan suka banar drinks
yang manis brabis.. Maybe if I drank it with ice my
perseption about it will be the opposite..
see the weather today I took it masa pukul 4pm-ish... di luar
pasaraya...
Scary huh...



So it for today...
YOu take care...

-5/9/2007-

I saw thing article in the newspaper today...
Like okay... I didn't even notice the signboard arah
jalan atu englishnya talor... I always thought that
durang andang write like that to make it short and simple
and safe space...
But you read for yourself... cali wah...

-2/9/2007-

DO you remember last time, I did mention about
the audition.. The 'One in the million' audition...
Well thankz to my friends yang suruh aku try for
fun I did try out for it...
Gila nervous seh...
I'm totally can't believe I was there...
Since I don't know what to sing, So i decided
to sing lagu yang aku selalu nyanyi haha
yes... "you raise m up" by josh groben

But sorry to say... I didn't even pass the first
part of the audition... Maybe I'm not good enough..
Funny thing is,I didn't feel devestated or anything
cause I've heard the same comment given by the
judges before... while I was in Brunei try-out
for the 'fine works production'punya star search...

Well I'm the fifth person to be judge, the judges
look familiar (a male and female, maybe I've seen then on t.v.
Then asked my to sing...
So I did my best...
Then the male judge said " your voice okay... but
it's too pitchy... So I want to give you another chance
can you sing another song for us... since this one..
you use different key in one song so sing another song.."
Unfortunately aku ani inda prepare for another song
blank jua otak ku tue... like nervous lagi ...
So ku antam lah nyanyi a short lagu from anuar zain and
it was terrible... nda caya nanti kamu liat tah sendiri
when they show it on t.v.
Malu ehhh...
then after I sang..
The guy said " sorry you need to work on the pitching"
The lady said " You have a very nice tone by the way
just need to practise more on the tecnical part.. then
you should b okay... Better luck next time.."
I said thank you then I went out..
You see .. the same wah pitching lari and very nice tone..
Like okay dijavu jua...
haha On the way kan balik rumah palui nya hujan labat wah!!!
Ku ikut my bro naik motor lagi tue.. nasib ku bawa baju hujan..
SAJUK!!!!!!
hahaha




Well at least my life is not lame,suck and boring
all the time rite?

Okay chiao...

Hey there... hehe I'm really sorry for not updating
for a very long, long time... it's just I'm lazy to
go online hehe...
but I did draft what had happen in my lappy hehe..
So I include also the date...

-29/8/2007-

My life is as ordinary as it always be...
It's just that today is the second-last day for
for the staff yang jaga stor, cause the uni yang ya
apply udah panggil ya...
And kebetulan pulang today my bos tukar tempat store...
So today banyak kerja seh... banyak gila!!! kan pindah
barang - barang from one place to the next doornya..
Since I have hati dan perasaan so I help them lah...
Give them a hand..

Petangnya about kul 5pm-ish we all gather in the kitchen,
a small celebration between us, to celebrate kak shima
(staff in the kitchen), abg Rashid (asst. manager a.k.a
head of store kepper) and Cik Mie (Manager) punya
birthday... well only abg rashid je yang birthday fall
on this day yang lain saje je celebrate cause inda
sampat last time...

There is 2 cakes.. one is chocolate and the other one
is blueberry... well the cakes were nyaman plang but
as you know I'm not a big fan of creamy cakes...
Unless it's ice-cream or fully chocolate then I pass


Okay thats all thank you..

Btw this is the video of the place i work.. yes i know another lame story from me sorry saja... if m boring....

Today ada pekerja baru masuk kerja... bahagian store plang tue.. yetah tadi kesian dat guy kena buli.. hahaha.. kebetulan tadi we have to move all the barang dalam store to the next building so.. kesian.. So very generous of me ... and i know m really baik orang nya so ku pun give the guy and the other two store keeper a hand ...

And the stupid story here.. You wat? there is a crazy indian man... palui brabis .. at around 3 pm ish i think... play and showing off his dick di kedai atu punya building ampir dapur ... and in the dapur there is bibi siti yang andang kerja arah dapur and kebetulan my friend shery yang kerja cashier as me pun pergi dapur ... so they terliat lah... sampai nangis shery di buat nye like malu brabis wah dat girl trauma yaa... then wen shery try to find some one to maki at him he terus run away .. like shit man... gila jua udah tu....and guess what!!!!! that crazy indian dude enter a black mercedez.. and actually drive it ... how crazy and insane this thing can be....

I don't know lah... life soemtimes can be really palui sometimes...

Okay later my frens

Pening nye.....

WAH!!!!!!! since I screwed up with my result for june... now I have to face the fact that I'll be taking diploma... back to the square one...
Well better this then nothing rite?..
So I took my time to look around the net for any opening and guess what there is ... yes!!!!
Uitm ada opening and Politeknik also ada opening ...
Then I gave my elders sister in law a called cause she knows better about this applying things since she work at UTHM one of the uni in here I mean Malaysia...
Then her husband ( my bro ) called me just now, asking me what cause to take...
Oh GOd!!!!! What cause... like ... paning ku ehh... now I have to choose ...
I don't to take another wrong turn like I did last time where I choose to stay in Brunei...

Hm.... DAMN!!!!!!! I still want to study.... I miss being a student but why is it so hard...

Okay now I have to go... find myself a course...

TATa

HolY crap!

This prove I really stupid huh?!?!
or
I guess my best isn't best enough...

Okay people about my June A'level result... it's sux!!

I only manage to get 1 alvel which is D for my business

and 2 aslevel ( d for my math and e for my account)

can u believe how stupid I can be every second?

Well I know I did say to rhy.. that at least get something then nothing... yes its true... but rite now haha the hate is still killing me so m sorry...

So now what can I do?

I can't take degree here since my result sux...

So have to face the fact that Ive been wasting 2 years.. actually 3 years for doing nothing... and back on taking diploma or something ... cuz m not ready to work full time yet no..... not me...

I know I can be better....

I still will try....

Unexpected happiness hehehe

So yesterday is friday... and it was an off day work for me... so basicly I bangun akhir , pegi sembahyang jumaat then stay di rumah... spending myself doing... nothing but watching tv..

Until my bro.. 'Abg Boy' balik kerja around 6 or 7pm ish... and wanted to bring me beli hp baru... well actually andangnya lama udah plang I told him yang ku kan beli hp baru tapi ku alum have enough money...

So he suggested to buy using his credit card so I can pay him later monthly... berapa saja I wanted to pay... isn't that cool... hahahahahaha

So we went to KIP market... Still ku nda tahu jalannya.. hahaha

This is the phone I bought... Nokia 5700
RM990 cash
RM1009 Credit card
include 1G microsd card
3G, XpressMusic

I love this phone... haha I wanted this lama dah tapi I didn't want to tell anyone takut nda jadi bali hehe... (jangan jealous ya najat...)
I still use my old phone for my Brunei line..



Later after that my brother bawa ku ke banga bay... hehehe well I don't get the chance to play tho... we just went to makan..and liat the live singing performance by the place punya singer...

This my brother and my future sister-in-law (tunangnya)
Maybe tahun depan durang kahwin
Abg boboy & Kak Inang

OH!!! I forgot to tell you!!! hahaha after beli hp I found this weighting thingy and weight myself and you know what!!! haha I lost 5kg haha
Now I'm 75kg back to my normal weight... so now my goal is to turun sampai 70kg then I'll just maintan... awu 'putra' I know I envy ur body but you do now that ku will never dapat that kinda look.. haha and remember I'm not a faggot!!

This is my brother angkat 'putra'

Well itu saja for today...

haha later days

Miss you all

Another day~

This is my work schedule... or should I say time-table .... WAH!!!!!!!! tired eh........................

Okay I'm very sorry ku lama udah nda update my blog ... and made you bored with my lame kitchen picture.. but I can not help it okay... it's no fun here when you don't have any friend to jalan with ... WAH !!! I'm SO..... looking forward for the december uni intake and my june Alevel result!!!!!


Here is the latest pictures of me (hehehe)... I know~ "another lame photos" so what...
See how I lose my weight in just 2 weeks hehee
Tapi still ada lemak2 di sana sini... hahaha



Hm.... I found out that there is an audition for the one in the million contest in here JB on 2nd september... should i join... liat lah...
I work on that day bah...

Okay later days yeah..

OKay... Dapur!?!

U know what aku yesterday kena kerja kat dapur... like palui kali... macam at first I was like why me?... I was pissed off plang awal - awal... tapi when ku udah di sana well actually it's more fun then as a cashier... I actually for the first time laugh my head off with "bibi siti" cerita - cerita with kakak shimah... pagi - pagi tue penat seh... tapi sudah petang tak ada kerja langsung so we just chit chat some more pretending buat kerja hahaha... sebab there is a camera in the kitchen...
First time tu aku buang isi ikan... even hold a f*cKing fresh fish... hahahaha panatz
Brabis tah ku pandai ni karang...
Anyway I just got my working time table and guess what... the management put me work in the kitchen every monday from 8am - 6pm hahaa for this month of august hahahahaaa
the time table I will post here nxt time yea?




Btw NAjat!!!! balik ke aussi jangan gauk... bleh plang gauk tapi not terlampau sampai maruah tergadai...

Okay yesterday, aku balik dari kerja sampai rumah pukul 11pm... its because they teach me how to keep the money, count them and check with the boss if there is any short of money or what...
But for my first time... well actually my balance, I got extra rm$1+ cause most of the customers didn't want the 1 cent... since I didn't know that I should put it a side beside so it's okay... Thank god I didn't short any money in it... if I do, I have to pay on the spot...

This is where my counter situated... next to the lady...

And of cause this is me VAin.. hahaha

I found this article in one of the malaysian newspaper this morning while I'm arranging the papers... It's about bloggers in Malaysia (which is me) should aware that the blog web should not touch any issue about religious affair and also politics... (of cause I'm out haha) if you do... they will track you down and put you in bars hahaha

This is the weather masa I finished my morning shift at 1pm...

Okay then I'm off to my next shift which is at 6pm...

You know I love you ...

Chiaouu....

Bye - bye boredem and say hi to Ngaleh!!!

Yesterday i woke up late so didn't jog and my time i wasted on watching T.V. sampai ke malam... Then macam pukul 10pm like that, I was asleep... my mom receive a call from the manager of Pasaraya Bistari, the supermarket dekat dengan my house, saying that I was accepted to work there as a cashier... (yes I know it's lame so what!) And I've to be there at 8am

So this morning I woke up at 6am, do what I always do... and went jogging at 6.30am
Jogged as far as i could then stop at this warung..


Beli sarapan for my family and myself hehe ( I know you would probably saying baru jogging tapi beli makanan ... This what I'm going to reply to... SHUT UP hahaha) So of course I have to walk back to my house...

The view of my house from below the hill

Again I want to show the view depan my house

So sampai rumah pukul 7.30am so apa lagi laju - laju lah aku mandi and getting ready for my first day of work...
I started walking to the shop at 7.55am I think, since it's really damn near.

I walk through here

An here is the place... Still closing hehe...

My experience as cashier so far was tiring... but I managed to catch up... Since today is holiday in Malaysia of course saturday... Ramai orang!!!!!! like okay I'm new with this thing so... SAKAI wah...... lambat lagi tue.. thank god I don't know any of them... kalau ku di Brunei wah ... Malu gila ku dibuat nya... salah type lah, salah click lah... kan taruh barang dalam plastik lagi kepayahan... nasib ada staff yang senior mcm kakak er.m.. I know her name but inda terclick nama nya right now hehe and the dude hm.. oh ya Rashid and ayul kali namanya (haha)... they help me a lot... thankz guys...
The working time pakai shift... I'm going to elaborate more next time... since my next shift starts at 6pm and now is 5pm so I guess I better getting ready hehe don't want to be late for the second impression to the boss... Anyway I'm still under probation and REMEMBER this job is just temporary I'm not planning to settle here... I just want to fill my time, while waiting for uni or other stuff...

Bye for now..
:P