At last no lies,,,,

Now I tak payah lagi nak worry kena tipu lagi..
Segalanya dah terjawab...
I have expected this would happen..
Why don't you tell me early... kan senang..
Tak waste any time...
You did the same thing with Wong rite? I know...
But Sorry I'm not him...
Cause I never regret.... I do like you... and I fall in love with your voice... but you could never be jujur with me
So... yah..

At last..
You tell me the truth that you just want me to be your Friend... Just Friend..
Fine by me..
I like you.. and maybe hoping something out of it but... then I feel like you always tak jujur dengan I.. and I always pretend to be someone else when I'm with you.. try to change and try to understand your complex mind..

But then again thank you...
I will still help you with things but then not as close as before.. that how things goes...
I believe in what people say circle of life .. "what goes around, comes around"



I'm a guy..
My studies / carrier comes first
My family.. then my friends .... then baru lah my dream girl... which I would want the relation to last till eternity...

So now my head is back into the game...
Study.. 3 years without commitment? hahaah :P maybe... maybe not.. there are a lot of girls out there... hm... don't know lah..

There still N....
But She is too far.. I still don't believe in long distance.. and the fact that she still with her boyfriend make me think twice ....

Okay I'm Weird and pelik... the niceer word for it is COmplex hahahahhahahaha...
But I love myself.. That what ALLah Want me to do...

Okay lah piece out...

I will reveal my wings, and transform to the new me.. Where people want to be me and with me..
Remember that!!!

Kem BTN, Biro Tata Negara

BTN is actually the same as any other counseling camp..but this one give a big impact to me...

It showed me how Malaysia actually MErdeka.. And about the rights of malays in this country...

Frankly.. I never have any patrolism/nationalism... in me toward Malaysia.. And I before this, I don't give a damn.. about politics in this country and the malays rights and all but now.. I know... I should at least know and care about it... It's my country..

They showed me a video about how malaysia actually MErdeka.. and I cry!!!! seriously.. I cried!!!

They divided us into groups with our own facilitator.. I like my group cause the faci "Mr Izuddin" really know what he is doing.. and He motivated me on how to face the real world..















Thank you...

My 21st B'day

As all you all know.. my b'day is on 14th may...
First of all I would like to thank everyone that wishes me.. tak kisah, dalam talifon ke.. msg ke.. friendster, facebook, myspace even right here.. on my blog...

THANK YOU

By the way this is the first time my b'day fall while I'm in Malaysia... And I expect nothing out of it cause at that moment, I'm in camp.. "Biro Tata Negara" staying in Dorm with 50 people which all my friends,..
when the clock reached 12am.. at time I'm on the fone with with my friends out side the corridor.. When I finished like about 5 minutes later, I try opened the door its locked.. then when I tried again.. darn... the door opened but surprisingly all my friends gather around.. I tried to get back... They pull me in.. And carried me towards the toilet..
On da way.. dorang taruh bedak arah my face, my body and all.. gila.. like tidak bernafas di buatnya...
Then, dah sampai depan toilet.. slumber jer Dorang balik air kat aku pakai baldi.. You hoW cOld the water is!!! Imagine this, atas toilet ada air-con + kipas... Freezing giler aku....
Then kena baling lagi dengan bedak... like huahauhahau




I won't forget this year punya B'day... For the first time celebrated in Malaysia, with new malaysian friends.. and kena like this pulak tue... hahahah
Thankz guyz...

When I balik rumah.. I got B'day cards from NajaT... Like best gila!!! Dah lama I didn't receive b'day card from her..





She also made me a paper swan with writing in it... Like I used to make for her... and she gave me 3 extra blue papers for me to complete it.. and take pictures of it..
Thank you very much naj.. You do know how to make me smile... thank you....