To: N....

It's been a while...
I know the memories between us cannot be erase..

Time and place makes us apart...
I tried to believe miracle can happen
But...
I have to face the fact that US is just a dream...

The dreams about us is getting blurry since you met someone...
I really disappointed and a bit jealous
Why I didn't find anyone?
I'm a guy but ...
It's like there is no one can replace you...

I pray every night for wisdom and hope...
Hope that someday I find a way
to solve this matter...

One day...
God open up my mind...
He let me think...
Think of the possible and the impossible...
The present and the future...

As I think ...
And I think hard..
Then I got the answer...

Maybe the love we had is wonderful
but it's just a dream...
We can never be together...
We are too far a part..
I have to move on...

Since then I started to met someone
She is not you, but she is just perfect for me...
Why I didn't see her before?
I think she is an angle send by god..

I start knowing her...
And I got positive feedback from her...

I like her yes I do...
I know it takes time to prove to her...
And I know someday... the love will come
sooner and later...

I have her now...
And you have him...
Let us love them...
But I promise you....
I will never forget you...

You are my past ...
And I will never erase you from my future...
I'll cherish US... In my mind..
And I won't lie to her about us..
But my future maybe with her...

Thank You for everything

About her....

This is the girl I was talking about...

Seriously I do like her...
I don't no whether I can consider it is a love or just a a like cause I really adore her...
You can say I have a crush on her...

I told her that I like her a lot and surprisingly she do too...
She actually has a crush on me since the day we met... (how come I didn't know that?)
She didn't believe I like her ... she said she is not pretty and she thought when I say I like you is just
playing games with her... (And she actually think I'm handsome? hahaha thats funny *malunye*)

Y do I like her.... hm.......

1. When she sings... she makes me feeling macam nak melting... gile best suara dia...
2. Perangai dia tak membosankan... She always make me feel comfortable... and she makes me laugh all the time... gile best.. tak macam other girlz yang moody or gedik (cheecky)
3. She's unique... other girls... macam senang nak explore character dorang tapi macam dia ni... lain sikit... she has a lot for me to explore...
4. the fact that she looks like a mixed arab... is just a bonus... I like her...

She is in my class btw.. same course... is just dat she's a slow learner... but I mean really slow.. tp wen she got .. memang she will remember it sampai bile bile....

It's too early for me to be committed with something..
And it's too early for me to xcept her as my girl...
She also has the same thought..
Tapi kitorang makin rapat... hehe...
Kitorang "kawan" hehe

We r getting closer every day.. every.. time... every hour.. every mins.. every second...

So.... just.. c...... lOr wat happen... hehe :p