To think positvely..

I need to be alone at this time...

Need to think wisely...

Need to think positively...

Need to think critically...

I'm in need of help...

But the thing is no one know how to help me...

Rarely do you find me in sick moments where I just lay there on the bed...

But when I do get sick its look like hell (like now)

My head will be spinning like a roller coaster ...

My nose is running till it getting red-ish...

And my temper is not control-able...

Got sensitive easily is a popular activity during this days..

I want to talk, message and call and even chat through YM or MSN

but the only thing I manage to do is pouring my mind out through blogging...

hm... maybe God giving me a sign..

A sign saying that I suppose to be alone...

With no one to care and no friends to listen...

Peace out

Lonely...

Its really hurt...

I'm in pain right now...

Not because of a person or a thing...

Its within me...

It can't stop changing my mood and making my day worsen...

"It" is refer to the flu that I'm having since last Thursday...

I did went to the clinic the very next day which is on Friday since tak tahan...

But till now even though the medicine is nearly finish, I still not cured..

Help!!!!!!!!

I tried everything but non works..

I missed those ice cold drinks that ran in my throats...

I felt jealous to all my other friends...

They could study and have conversation with lecturers with any disturbance...

I sat there in the class quietly and trying to pretend my mind in the class

even though my mind actually disturbed by my running nose...

Oh God please help me...