The other day, I kinda bored with everything.. so I text N....
Just to know how she is doing and all..
Then to my surprise... she kinda mad at me...
Well she suppose to be mad at me... since I type what i felt in here..
Then I explain to her that i cud never forget her and I told that between us there is nothing just hope...
and She is not my lover but more then a bestfren..
Then asked me what is more that best fren??!?!? is there anything more then a bestfren..
Frankly I dont know...
Okay i dont now...
I still wana how u r doing and all ... what ur up too and all.. but my feelings towards u is getting lesser... the hope I built long time ago .. dah hilang since u ade boyfren..
And now u nak aku buat ape???
Aku dah jatuh cinta wif someone else... but still I want u to know my current situation..
U know me better than my best frens... You know everything about me...
So i think I rase selesa talking about her to you than anyone in this world..
No other counselor can replace you..
Advice from you is my 1st priority...
So N.... can we be macam biase ??
jangan sedih lagi plzz..
Seriously.. I think shes da one...
She changes my life...
This is Dzan's personal e-journal, everything is an expression of his thoughts and feelings. So don't get offended but if you do, you can just close the window and never coming back.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Missing her... missing them....
Seriously I cant leave without frens...
I thought i cud but I cant..
My frens semua balik...
but I still think of them...
Prof... Erin...
They are my back bones now...
Since I cant contact wif my other best frens...
which across the sea...
Come back NOW!!!!
And her...
My feeling towards her is growing stronger every second..
I tend to miss her
Its Tempting to called her.. 3g wif her..
To txt her...
But i dont wana look desperate..
I dont wana over sangat..
She ask me to sembahyang
Guide me to the right path..
I really needed that...
Someone like her..
And for me..
I ll try to guide her to success..
I know I did make promises to her that I wud help her with studies
But As you all might know, I never keep my promise..
Dont know Y, not that I saje tak nak keep
But time and place tak mengizinkan..
But
Just trust me...
I try my every best..
You guys can trust me..
I give my 110%
Thats me... I'm the type of person that keep frens... if i treat u like one that is...
Am i Muslim or What
Ctu120 = Subject Islamic Region ( Agama Islam)
And you know what?I nearly fail it in my carier mark... like shit ... who ever fail their ctu paper damn...
I need to struggle in da final exam like shit.... Jus to get passing grade i need to strugle, its a freaking agama islam man... how come aku bleh cikit lagi fail
Aku ni islam ke???
Malu nye AKU!!!! I hate subject yang kene membaca... Especially in MALAY!!!!
*peace out*
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