Make me thinking...

Hm.. confusion overwhelm me...
wat shud i do...
I never think of all this...
He makes me think... She make think... they force me to think..

I thought I cud change myself...
I thought I wud never think of this small matter....

But yes one way or another this thing will come crashing into my restless mind...

I did say to myself I dont want to do commitment not now at least...

A question hit my head real hard... "y do you still in contact wif HER? do u love her?....."
Then another question "r u sure there is no other girl in ur life? recently... "

Well for the first question its really difficult for me to answer cuz... YES I still in LOVE wif her... but I dont dare to take risk.... ANY risk in fact..... n for now.. i dont know whether she love me back.. cuz i assume... "ass-u-me" that she love me too.. cuz she currently in love wif a guy...

And 2nd answer for the 2nd question...
well.. there isn't any girl... cuz again i said no commitment... but... i just have a crush on her... and she know it... i told her if after 3 years ( till finish diploma) i still have this feeling then ... we see how it goes... but.. till now we r frens... good rite?!?!!? na... my friends (that 2 frens) think im stupid and lame...

Arghh!!!! watever im stress and on 23 april.. start my xam erhghghghghghghghghhggh fudge!!!!!!!!!

Why this lovy dovy thing come to me... y ?? y?? y?????

Its not at the right moment and time.... ...oaky lah.. chaou.......

3 weeks to go...

WOW

I just found out yesterday day my final exam is just around the corner... and I'm busy-ing myself with un neccesary thing...

Okay D'zAN what u need to do now:?

• Study and practise past question
• Still dont care about ur love life... (persetan kan semua itu)
• Be less socialise..
• Be selfish starting from now...
• No group discussion cuz you know that u cud nver learn if u in one.
• Persetankan other ppls business...\
• Focus on how u wana get the anugerah dekan!!!!!!!!
• Focus on A's!!!!!!!!!
• Must get A!!!!

Hm.. i wil be dead soon wen i really do use the point above.. life wifout frens? shit!!!!! but anyways i will try my best to follow it after all "kubur masing masing... and if aku berjaya untuk aku juga but if aku fail bukan dorang akan join aku kan?"

Peace out

I'm DEAD

RainY day...

Basicly today nothing much to do... cuz i feel a bit stress out ... dan moody...

Ofcuz I tried to hide those feeling but maybe one or 2 people terkene...

i'm sorry je lah ye...

1st my hp credit dah habis...

den aku td lagi ada test ctu 101 (subject agama) which i lack at...
gila lah!!!!!! paning ku eh tadi atu... i feel like killing myself ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
but antah eh... sasak....

Tonite I think i just try to relax my self cuz tomorrow nite ada math test plang....

tata...