Monday, October 26, 2009

What Should I do?!?!?!?

I try to forget everything... put it aside... and forgive...
But it seems like every is getting worse...
I was accuse for something I did not do...
By someone/ a person I respect as my own younger brother...
I avoid from seeing people so that this story didn't reach to anyone knowledge...
I keep quiet and I denied everything.. So that things didn't get worse...
But he the one that open up his mouth ... telling people what he did to me ... telling people what I had done to him which is not true...
And what did I do.. just keep quiet..
Cause I believe truth will be told...
I try not to hate.. but its seem like it is impossible not to...
He told me he hate... never want to forgive me...
but I guess start to hate him...
Cause not only me.. everyone that close to he start to ignore...
And now I know the true colour of his partner...
I told she is innocent... but actually she is not... she is like needle ...
People keep on telling me stories about them.. should I believe them.?!?!?!?!
I don't want to see both of them..
Not because I'm afraid... Its because I don't want to swear and gain 'dosa' ...
And their face really make me want to puke..... argghhh...

What ever it is thank you to my friends.. especially my juniors that always be right by my side to cheer me up... and help me facing the day... and advice me... and give reason to stay back in campus... and and hehehehehe....

Thank you guys...

2 comments:

anym said...

sabar je la yek....
pape pun abg dzan msti leh than nye...
bb abg dzan yg kte knal pun org yg x cepat mlatahkan n mgalahkn...
goog luck.....

D'zaN said...

thank you ya.. and sorry for the error in typing and english.. heheh I know there is a lot to edit but i malas..