" i moved on, i am happy with who i am with now. i am finally clear with what i want, i know who i want. and i don't want to live in the past" I re-quote what Her boyfriend quote from her...
I guess... shes right... I should moved on too...
But I think I have... moving on...
Just that... I hate losings...
Losing as precious as a friendship and relationship...
I did being hit with a similar statement by my brother...
Asking me to forget everything...
The past... the family-angkat I have, the experiences and friends...
But I said NO WAY!!!
Maybe I don't believe in long-distance relationship either love, family ties and friendship...
But still I secretly without telling anyone... cherish the bonds... keep it and store it.. hoping it will last...
And surprisingly.. it does last... still now..
I still in contact with my Brunei family - angkat.. my bestfriends...
Well yes not like old times but still they are in my mind...
This is just me...
When I open up my heart fully to some one I get emotionally attach...
They will never be forgotten... Even though it hurts badly to think of it...
I respect her decision... moved on...
Finally I have a reason to close this door, locked forever and throw the key so that I could never look back... and never talk about it...
Maybe by now... I could open up new doors... completely different ...
Takes time...
But hey... need to focus on my studies and career first then... this stuff...
Besides... I got friends to fill my time...
I let Allah to decide everything
kalau ade, ade lah.. kalau tak ade.. so what... Allah sentiasa membahagia kan umat nya in one way or another.. segala nya ada hikmah nya...
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