Counting the days...

I don't know why... Start bulan May ni jer Perangai aku dah berubah... I becoming more serious, sensitive and emotional... Is it just hormone factor make me like this... that suddenly turning to be 22 years old make me more matured. But then again i think, I feel like I'm ready to face the fact that I'm old.. Some how.. deep down inside feel tidak sabar nak ke 22 want to take control over my life and want to be free...
FreE? Erm.. I don't think so I will be free... As I always say.. Its hard to be The Youngest one ( anak bungsu) in the family. They have high expectation on me.. but then they dont want me to be far apart from them...
They dont want me to be slack... they want my social life can be control by them (in other word nada social life lah...), nada jalan jalan malam.. keluar kena bagi tahu.. buat apa semua kena bagi tahu... Everything about me THEY MUST KNOW....
I dont mind actually, since Im the kind of person who like to talk and share.. and im used to families punya karenah... but sometimes a person can be bored and fad up with it kan.. I can't even enjoy bercuti-ing wth my frens.. C?...
They want me to focus n my studies... Since they Dont want what happen in Brunei (where I flunk my A'level) happen again... But hey...Of cuz I want my scroll of diploma and YES scroll of degree also... and I'm planing to continue until I got My Master... then tak kan lah sampai sambung belajar ambil degree kat KL pun tak boleh... nak kena jugak ambil kat johor.. my GOD I'm still young I need to explore my life... And With a little bit of trust.. I can be what u want me to be.. even better... I'm not gona become culture shock.. ME??? OF cuZ not!!!!
ERgh....


Okay okay... I'm want to pour out my anger... sebab my dad want me to continue Degree kat UiTM Johor and not UiTM Shah Alam... Benggang lah... hehehehe


Anyways...

Tak lame lagi my Birthday Exactly 8 days lagi tinggal.. Jangan lupa wIsh or text me.. or email me...:

Date: 14 May

Subject : Birthday Dzan

Email: zan_145@hotmail.com

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