This days..

This week, I really spend a lot of my money on food.. and you do know how easily my weight gain right... so yeah.. It increases drastically...
Imagine this..
All my slack trousers which is size 32cm-33cm... all of them.. I can't wear anymore... my perut dah buncit balik... like... giler ah.... My badan dah macam Orbit dah... its true.. thats why I don't post any updated picture of me anymore....
....ARGHh............

anyway.. esok my first paper, English language... Bel260.. hopefully I can score A+ this time..

Which me luck... adious..

SISTER KU...

Well my sister, Kak Nor came back last Saturday unfortunately I can't really spend my time with her cause I got classes and all.. But anyway I manage to meet her and stay home with her for 2 days.. She will be back to Brunei on 31st I think but by 28th she already be in Kuala Lumpur...
Thats why kak next time come back early during the 1st raya if possible... ok? If not macam ni lah jadi nyer.. orang dah tak ada cuti baru nak balik... hahahaha

And guess who in the same flight with my sister the other day.. UMMI HANA ASILAH ABDUL HALIM (betul ke how I spell name? dah lupe a...) anyway. my mom told me that HANA tegur my mom... cause my mom said she look really different, "dia makin kurus and gelap"<-thats what my mom said ok not me.. and my mom called her cheese cake girl that why she don't remember her name... YES HANA cheese cake girl.. cause I love ur mom's home baked cheese cake... Sayang eh tani nda terjumpa... but anyway you just transit jer pun kan??hm.. Good luck with your life yeah..

Exam is around the corner but I still havent done any preparation for it... WHat should I do.???!?!?!
F#*k IT lah...


Everywhere I go, Everthing I do..
Through my eyes... you will see
The life I'm going through

WAHHH EXAM!!!!

Wow less than 3 weeks lagi exam oh my god!!!!!!
Aku dah cuak dah ni... like nothing is in my head... usually like last semester this time of period Everything already inside my head.. I even can summarise them... but now argh....

Dengan event JPK lagi... tapi thank god.. event JPK tinggal 2 je this semester.. which are:

1. the futsal thing which maybe I'm not sure will be held on 12oct
2. The aidilfitri gala night + majlis kecemerlangan akademik hopefully can be made on this 18 oct

So.. I better start revising now... my god...

Well... wish me luck cause this time I really need them...

Short note, what's happening today... hm...

• Bangun pukul 8am
  
• Breakfast at 9am
• Pegi library about 9am+ ngan ain untuk siap kan kertas kerja and terus jumpa Pn Yulie
  
• Then 10 class Pn Thahirah, Marketing till 12pm
• Lunch then lepak dalam bilik
• At 2 gi makmal bahasa for English class till 3.30pm
• Gi makan lagi ( I don't know why asyik lapar je.. stress kot)
• Then here I'm doing nothing... Tak Productive LAngsung kan aku...

Thats all for today... cause tomorrow is a new chapter of my life... I need to change .. forget everything.. focus on something which is my educational life... Starting tonite you will discover the new me.. with proper schedule..

That why...
Through my eyes...
You will see...
The path I have to go through...
To reach my destiny...

11 rules from Bill Gatess

Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this

Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school.

He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of

reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.


Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it!

Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem.

The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school.

You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity.

Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now.

They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you

thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try

delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT.

In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to

get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters.

You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF.

Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life.

In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

If you agree, pass it on.
If you can read this - Thank a teacher!

Vanish..PhoooFFTT... Just like dat....

Well basically.. I don't really know how to describe the feeling I have right now... Is it because I seldom online that I didn't realise I being deleted from your life...

Friendship may turn to Love, and I know that Love is impossible to change to friendship .. but.. why do I feel depressed when suddenly I'm out of your life for good... I know this feeling ain't love cause if its love I would be jealous seeing your picture with him and reading your blog time to time about him.. but if I'm not your friend why do I have this awful feeling ...

You are not in my friends list cause somehow you deleted me... and you change everything that I can possibly find, just to know how are you doing...

I'm losing someone that I know for so long...
I'm losing the one person that understand me...
I'm losing YOU...

I'm afraid this might happen but it did...

Why don't you tell me...
Why just vanish like nothing ever happen...
The other day I called you... why don't you tell me that you want to be left alone...

I'm glad that you have someone now... to share your happiness and sadness...
but may I at least have a tiny piece of it from you...

You know I can never forget about you...

Believe me I've tried many times but I can't...

BUT...

If this decision you made really coming from your heart... then... today ... this note, will be the last thing coming from me to YOU... but without you knowing it, I will try to keep my track on how you are doing until I can't find sources to enter your daily info.. you can say I'm a stalker but without disturbing you life...

I'm sorry... If I made a mistake... so.. thank you very much...

RAYA-ing...08

Well raya this year agak best buat diriku, of cause ada sikit tak best here and there... but so far okay lah..

I berkesempatan called all my bruneian friends to wish them eid mubarak.. and of cause I called jugak BABU di brunei... like wah best giler...

My grandmother was sakit the day before raya and was admitted to hospital..but luckily on the raya day itself, dia dah boleh keluar.. so ya raya lah kitorang.. hehehe..

Raya pertama and raya kedua, me and my family stayed kat kampung which is kat pontian lah.. and raya - raya rumah cuzen dekat - dekat situ je..

Then raya ketiga which is hari Jumaat kitorang start raya jauh - jauh... until today hehe
In this short and limited period, we manage to visit 4 of my mom's siblings ..
First trip ke Kedah, rumah mak ngah then.. ke Pahang rumah mak long.. then ke K.L. Bangsar rumah Pak Andak and rupanya Pak Anjang ngan family dia pun ada so raya lah sekali hehehee...
dari K.L. bertolak kul 8 kot.. sampai rumah abg mamat kul 2 pagi tadi.. then abah nak rehat jap sebab ngantok kot.. then kul 5pagi.. bertolak balik rumah sampai kul 6pagi tadi... wah i'm so penat.... walaupun i'm not the one yang drive tapi penat duduk dlm kereta...

Bila sampai je rumah wah aku ape lagi tidur lh.. sadar-sadar kul 8 pagi.. aku punya lah panic.. sebab satu ape pun belum kemas untuk balik ke campus.. Class start kul 12pm.. so aku rushing packing and mandi.. sampai kul 10am.. alah campus ngan rumah bukan jauh pown.. 20minits dah sampai... haha...

That all from me.. btw gambar ada tp minggu depan aku post kat sini sebab ada kat camera my bro lah... erm.. okay lah bye...