Pagi yg tenang....

Wah ... paginyer aku online.... uhuuhh

Hm.. cuma pagi ni rase malas sangat bersiap untuk belajar... mungkin lepas membelog aku boleh rase initiative untuk belajar kot......
So.. people keep asking me "How is your Organizational Behavior Exam semalam?" and I'm bored plus annoyed answering it..

Cause... I couldn't finish 1 Freaking question in section B that consist of 20 marks out of 100 and also to top it up... another 1 question in section A which is 5marks also I couldn't manage to do...

Not because I'm stupid okay... everyone know how to answer all the question semalam maybe because the question was easy or the reason that everyone was actually work hard for it and study....

So.... why why why tak siap kan... sayang nyer...
its due to my stupid time management...

You know what I did??? Time orang tu cakap okay you may start... I boleh pulak doodling the answer on the question sheets.....

Doodling answer tak ape at least nanti tak lupe right??? I always do that.... but usually take up only 5 minits or so.... ni tak.....
I spent 30 minits on that...
So memang tak sempat lah nak siap kan semua....
I realised that I belom siap dua soalan is when the examiner said .."you got 5 minits left"

And I was like F*** S*** stupid n bodoh tak???!?!?!??!?! I got all the answer in my question sheet but 2 left behind tak sempat nak tulis .... giler ah...

If my calculation is correct... If all my answer semalam semua betol... then I would be able to get 75%. hm... plus dengan carrier mark... I think I would be getting A or A-... hmm... my dream of dpt A+ dah tak ade hhuhuhuuhhu....

Boreng....

actually I tengah online kat depan bilik ni sebab kat luar ni baru dpt wireless.... and angin dia sejuk and best jer.... macam mendodoi aku untuk g tido balik pulak....

Bah bruneian fren ku... doa doa kan tah aku inda malas macam dulu ah... hehehe... inda ku mau fail lagi nie...

And kepada semua orang Malaysia... " SELAMAT PAGI MALAYSIA!!!!!"

oh oh ... nearly forgot, kepada semua kawan kawan... yg tk anggap aku kawan pun jugak...yg actually menduduki exam MUET!!!!! good luck!!! and CayOKK!!!!!! hehehe.

K lah bye bye,..
adious migos...

Emo tetiba...

Actually I tengah do my revision ni Investment smbil dengar my mp3 then tetiba je lagu Kelly Clarkson berkumandang....

And the funny thing is that every time I heard that song ... it makes me shed tears... I don't know y... is it because at times i feel lonely and lost?!?!

Well I always lose people that I love ...

I made the wrong choice thinking that miracle will happen, I broke-up with the girl i love most, hoping that by then she would wait for me until I achieve everything... but now... now... end up she with some one else.... and us lost contact... hmm....

and then I my friends...

When I found the true batch of friends.. faith spread us apart .... I had to leave the country FOREVER...

N now... when I thought I had found the one true friend for life.. she is gone....

my social life in Malaysia is sux... I keep losing friends.... firstly the best room buddy (P...) then the groupies(F.... & D...) then the laugh-able duo (K...... & L.....) then the bro (i...) and now, the bff(E...).

Banyak kan the list ... i know... its me yg ada problem... so... tak ape lah...



now lets look at the lyrics and buried it in ur head:

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you