Vanish..PhoooFFTT... Just like dat....

Well basically.. I don't really know how to describe the feeling I have right now... Is it because I seldom online that I didn't realise I being deleted from your life...

Friendship may turn to Love, and I know that Love is impossible to change to friendship .. but.. why do I feel depressed when suddenly I'm out of your life for good... I know this feeling ain't love cause if its love I would be jealous seeing your picture with him and reading your blog time to time about him.. but if I'm not your friend why do I have this awful feeling ...

You are not in my friends list cause somehow you deleted me... and you change everything that I can possibly find, just to know how are you doing...

I'm losing someone that I know for so long...
I'm losing the one person that understand me...
I'm losing YOU...

I'm afraid this might happen but it did...

Why don't you tell me...
Why just vanish like nothing ever happen...
The other day I called you... why don't you tell me that you want to be left alone...

I'm glad that you have someone now... to share your happiness and sadness...
but may I at least have a tiny piece of it from you...

You know I can never forget about you...

Believe me I've tried many times but I can't...

BUT...

If this decision you made really coming from your heart... then... today ... this note, will be the last thing coming from me to YOU... but without you knowing it, I will try to keep my track on how you are doing until I can't find sources to enter your daily info.. you can say I'm a stalker but without disturbing you life...

I'm sorry... If I made a mistake... so.. thank you very much...

RAYA-ing...08

Well raya this year agak best buat diriku, of cause ada sikit tak best here and there... but so far okay lah..

I berkesempatan called all my bruneian friends to wish them eid mubarak.. and of cause I called jugak BABU di brunei... like wah best giler...

My grandmother was sakit the day before raya and was admitted to hospital..but luckily on the raya day itself, dia dah boleh keluar.. so ya raya lah kitorang.. hehehe..

Raya pertama and raya kedua, me and my family stayed kat kampung which is kat pontian lah.. and raya - raya rumah cuzen dekat - dekat situ je..

Then raya ketiga which is hari Jumaat kitorang start raya jauh - jauh... until today hehe
In this short and limited period, we manage to visit 4 of my mom's siblings ..
First trip ke Kedah, rumah mak ngah then.. ke Pahang rumah mak long.. then ke K.L. Bangsar rumah Pak Andak and rupanya Pak Anjang ngan family dia pun ada so raya lah sekali hehehee...
dari K.L. bertolak kul 8 kot.. sampai rumah abg mamat kul 2 pagi tadi.. then abah nak rehat jap sebab ngantok kot.. then kul 5pagi.. bertolak balik rumah sampai kul 6pagi tadi... wah i'm so penat.... walaupun i'm not the one yang drive tapi penat duduk dlm kereta...

Bila sampai je rumah wah aku ape lagi tidur lh.. sadar-sadar kul 8 pagi.. aku punya lah panic.. sebab satu ape pun belum kemas untuk balik ke campus.. Class start kul 12pm.. so aku rushing packing and mandi.. sampai kul 10am.. alah campus ngan rumah bukan jauh pown.. 20minits dah sampai... haha...

That all from me.. btw gambar ada tp minggu depan aku post kat sini sebab ada kat camera my bro lah... erm.. okay lah bye...

Dedicated especially to HANISA!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANISA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAY YOUR WISH COME TRUE... AND MAY ALLAH GIVE YOU HIS BLESSING...
DEAR BEST FRIENDS, YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND IN MY MIND EVEN THOUGH, AT TIMES I TEND TO FORGET...

SORRY GAL I HAVE NO CREDIT TO MESSAGE OR CALL YOU... KAN RAYA NIE... LARI DAH BAJET KU NIE.... HAHAHA....