Confuse................

I want to be close and I wana share my thoughts and all
but I'm afraid no one want to listen...

I tried and I tried but I'm afraid the trust that I give being missed used....

Trust...

Hm...

It is difficult to find...

But I'm being me... easily trust and giving faults hope...

Should I just stop being me and start being selfish...

Cause it seems like people see me as a MR PREFECTLY KNOW IT ALL & SHOULD BE CLOSE SINCE HE KNOWS ALL THE GOSSIPS....

Seriously I hate being label like that....

I take things seriously and I do CARE about people...

I told people the facts...

Although I hear rubbish...

I know... here you will see the other side of me...

the person that always have problems...

Well ... u never know...

If you ask me I will say I have no problems... cause its true...

The stuff I pour here is nothing serious cause its what I thought and feel NOW!!!!...
I may have been exaggerate a little bit or add too much emotion into it but hey... and up to you to believe it or not...

Need to be strong in mind and heart

I need to be strong...

Cause I know me... If I don't motivate myself, I'll fall...

If I don't straighten my priority... I will be slip...

My feelings and emotion cannot lie...

I know I want to be like last time... cheerful and fun..

But it seems odd... I don't it will be the same...

Its not fun anymore...

There is no more bonds...

The path is different and I accept it..

Hurt yet heal everything...

Tired & strange at work...

Well.. just finisihed wrinting my report for the Seminar kepimpinan... Perghh... So pening my head... heheheh

Anyways today I met 3 familiar faces.... 2 of them I think my juniors from UiTM JB, and one is my neighbor...

And also today ramai giler org... like I tak duduk pun satu hari ni.. and guess what?!?!? first time ever my money biler time nak kena kire... short tepat RM10... hm... weird kan.. so yah...

I finished packing for tomorrow ...