Bila sudah serabut...

I just read one of my friends blog and it makes me realise something...
She wrote and I quote “sesiapa yg tidak merasa tenteram dengan Allah, tidak akan merasa tenteram dengan yg orang sekelilingnya”

Since yesterday and of cause today, I don't feel comfortable with the people around me.
I feel like people are trying to take advantage of me...
Thinking that I'm "PoPuLAr" therefore they force themselves to be close to me,
without once even think that I have a feeling...

Again & again I said to them I'm not "POPULAR" and its true I'm not...
Just that I tend to know stuff even I don't need the info.


I guess with the assignment, Drama (which consist of 50%marks), unconditional friends attitude & Final Exam yang semakin near...
My head + my mind dah serabut...

Serabut ... Serabut... serabut...

That is why starting yesterday I just shut myself...

Just ME, Myself & I

Just can take it anymore with other people's mind... Its complicated...

Nak bercerita masalah ngan orang lain pun takot orang tu salah faham...
Bila dengar masalah orang pulak aku yang pening...
SO?!?!

Hm....

Thats y I've decided...

I have to make a temporary changes...

it may takes days, weeks or even months for me to change back...

But if my guess is right and if I do have a TRUE & LOYALTY friends...(which I in doubt) they will stick by me...
whatever my temper & condition is...

Books + laptop will be my companion... My room + Library where I will be...

I know I'm becoming a nerd..so what... that is me temporarily....

*dzan is depressing*

Hari Yang SungGuh relaX dan Stress Free..

You know today, it seems like it was another sunday for me...
cause supposely I got class Human Resource Managemebt jer...
tp that class also cancel... so what did I do the whole day???!?!?!
well...
I tried to belajar by going to the library but then..
it lasted only for half an hour then...
I pinjam the last episode of buku Haryy Potter, naik bilik then start bace hehee...
then boring turun gi bilik part 2...
tidor huhuh...
biler it was like 4 or 5pm, it was raining lebat giler..
so I naik bilik continue bace my book..
heheh I felt I live in Heavy hehehe...

p/s I fasting today... so maybe this what u called nikmat puase... okay lah c u... bye bye...

Kami Menang!!!!!!

For your information I join nasyid competition once again huhuhh....

Yes D'zan join nasyid... eventhough it is not my genre but yes... I joined ...

Anyway... my group won!!!!!! first place baby... hhehehehe...

N I got a new title from my friends... Anuar ZAN ... ridiculous kan?? I know..

I know I ruin the whole nasyid thing.. but yeah.. heheheh at least my group deserve it hehehe...

I think this is the last time I ever going to join nasyid kot.. hehehe...



And by the way... the staff pun buat persembahan malam tu... best... macam choir... the back-up punye suare memang nicely done... I love it...